Exploring Life

  I was reading Kyrons manuel for light workers where it says, “You say, ‘There must be one truth, one doctrine, one building." And we say, "How 3D of you!" The linearity of your existence has been placed on God and you have decided to make a 3D God! This then matches your Human experience.’” And it hit me…. People create an image of God that fits their likeness because it makes them feel safe and comfortable. If people can establish doctrines, theology, beliefs and ideas of God that have limits, then they have the ability to acknowledge a separation between me and you. This is candy for the ego, pleasure for its false existence. See if we shape God in our image, we limit God to what makes sense to us. We declare “this is right and that is wrong”, “we are the correct religion and you are the incorrect religion.” This allows their to be a strong sense of superiority and connection to God only available to the chosen and closed off to the far. In truth, this really is no

If we ever discuss anything beyond the materialism of this world, I want you to know that if you wish to explore, I am here. If you so decide to explore and go beyond present belief systems with me, I just ask you to meet me there with an open-mind to look at all things not as we perceive them to be, but as they are before we had a thought about them. To look into your viewpoint, my viewpoint and other people’s viewpoint with innocent and open-minded curiosity to that which goes beyond. I ask you to lay down your weapons of defense and to be vulnerable with me on thoughts that so often rule us without us even realizing it. I ask you to deeply consider and contemplate these questions we will ask in hope of going beyond that which is seen and entering into the unseen together.  A divine dance into the unknown. A sacred walk in the sacred grove. A loving skip to the fountain of bliss. Let’s walk each other home by being each other’s homes. Let’s provide the unique feast of discussion with

The reason that we do not have a beginning and end is because that which we came from does not have a beginning or end. If our essence is energy which can be neither created nor destroyed, the energy which is God, then how could we have a beginning or end if the Source from which we come from doesn’t either? God creates through extension of Himself, that’s why we were made in the image and likeness of God. Anything that extends from Source is a perfect creation because Source can’t help but create perfection.  Anything that is projected into existence that is not perfect is not truly from Source and therefore does not truly exist since Source is all there truly is. Anything that is projected into existence at a specific time and place had a beginning and an end and therefore is not real and therefore, does not truly exist.  If you were a projection from God, then that would mean one time you ceased to exist, you exist now, and you will cease to exist once again, which not only annihila

The OT belief of the Creator emphasizes many positive and negative attributes to a limitless, infinite Creator, rather than recognizing that God is beyond duality, beyond polar opposites, beyond separation and it doesn’t even make any sense to attribute illusive qualities found in our world to a real and limitless God who transcends all.  To have verses where God is so angry that he can’t help but destroy them all, refer to them grotesquely in sexually deviant manners when they disobey, demand strict and unwavering obedience to his fixed will, all do not make sense to apply to the true Creator, but yes to a war god because it follows similar patterns of other war gods in other areas. Now let’s move into repentance of sin. What does it mean to repent? To turn from. Well what is considered the sin? Supposedly it’s disobeying God’s specific decree according to His will, not yours. So if sin is built on the intention that you must follow God’s will over yours regardless of if you have free

Even though we were made in the image of God, we have listened to people who have told us God is made in our image. We’ve subordinated the Almighty, limitless, Beginning and the End, Alpha the Omega, The Eternal, to having an untamable and uncontrollable ego fixed with the same ego traits as man. Through supposed scripture, we truly identify God as we do with man. We give God human attributes of losing control in His anger, to wrath, to judgement, to pain, to suffering, to repentance and more.  We endow Him with both positive and negative emotions as if His well being is dependent on our continuous obedience. We make Him into a possessive, territorial, God who chooses some and doesn’t choose others. Then we label it as “anti-semitism” if we extend God beyond the boundaries of choosing one nation and say God is for all.    The hypocrisy is beyond me, so how do we fix it? We stop endowing God with what feels relatable. What feels comfortable. We stop abdicating our authority to supposed

Duality is illusions playing in reality. Reality is the foundation of All. Duality is illusions placed on top of reality, seemingly distorting reality but not truly because truth can never be distorted. Duality operates from perspective. Unity operates from Reality. Duality operates from a local position. Unity operates from an Absolute Observation. People may view the opposite of Love as Hate, but in truth, Love has no opposites because illusions don’t truly exist. It’s comparing The Eternal to the Temporary.  The Temporary does not stand to even come close to existing alongside The Eternal. The Eternal is All, The Temporary, wasn’t, is, and became not. The Eternal is indestructible in every way possible. The Temporary would cease to exist if one’s perspective went from local to non-local. The Temporary only can inhabit similar temporary phenomenon. Hence the source of all sin, death, evil, hatred is the idea of illusions. Source does not mis-create illusions because it cannot create

Do you really believe in Jesus or do you just believe in what your religion believes Jesus’ message was? To believe in ideas about Jesus is different than believing beyond ideas.  One comes from religion, the other comes from the heart.  If you truly believed in Jesus, you would believe in yourself. Jesus’ message wasn’t to submit to a new religion called Christianity and believe in the ideas about him or go to hell. Jesus’ message was about taking your power back from oppressive, patriarchal, oligarchy societies and religions. Jesus’ message was about being your most truest and authentic expression. Jesus’ message was about love and equality for all. He did not advocate for imbalanced systems like patriarchy or matriarchy, but was for an egalitarian way of life appreciating both sexes equally. Jesus’ message wasn’t about blood being a price to pay, but a message that we are more than our bodies and we truly cannot die. Jesus led the way to self realization, not into another oppressive

The reason why what you resist is what you persist is because energy even put in opposition means the opposing force will rebound the force you place on it.  If you resist who you are, such as your sexuality, your desired expression, your passions, your talents, your hopes and dreams, then that which you persist and why will grow in you to oppose that resisting. For example, let’s say you believe the fact that you are gay is a sin and so you resist it as if who you are is just a temptation. Every time you resist that part of what makes you, you on the earth plane, you actually strengthen not only what you resist, but the reason behind why you resist it. So if it’s because you have judged your sexuality as evil, then your judgement continues to increase within you. And since how we act is a reflection of what is healed or not healed, and you have resisted your sexuality, an integral part of who you are, your resistance and judgement of those that remind you of that which you hate and de

Sadly so much of Christianity has conceptualized faith into a doctrine you believe rather than through your experience with God, realizing you’ve always been complete.  ——  They equate your salvation too with a prayer accepting their doctrine as “dogmatically true.” And any deviance from its strict pattern of belief is met with refusal to accept that person’s salvation as complete.  —— It’s like the leaders of the religion knew they needed to establish their devotion through submission, so they amplified doctrine and equated it with salvation, so if you deny their communal thought processes, you deny your access to the Father’s mansions. ——  The fear they program you with is so intense, you wouldn’t know it unless you deprogrammed and released yourself from their embrace they call defense. ——  It’s a lonely journey to walk apart from your community, but the cost of finding yourself beyond all limits is worth every ounce of your precious energy.  ——  Through your bravery to break free,

Prayers sourced in lack: Attached to the outcome. Begging, needing, desiring something outside of you to make you feel better. Feeling lack and need as your center when you pray and having the expectation that whatever you pray for will make you feel abundant.  Prayers sourced in abundance: Believing you’ll receive it if it’s meant to be. Not attached to the outcome. You feel abundant regardless of if your prayer is fulfilled in the way you expected or not.

You either experience balance or imbalance, a healthy distance and closeness or an obsession in closeness. A respect of boundaries, or constantly pushing boundaries. Expressions of balance in any relationship, whether it be with family members, friends, or significant others is the realization of abundance within both people. You both have a mutual respect when you are together and mutual respect when you’re apart. When someone is opening up to you, you listen attentively keeping the attention and focus of your responses on the person. When someone is talking about something in their life, you don’t somehow try to talk about your life. You listen to them fully, ask questions, and you’re fully engaged in what they have to say out of respect that they are speaking and they are hoping you are listening. Then the same is granted back to you when they are done with the conversation. You don’t force the “baton of attention” by taking it from them, you allow them to hand it off to you when th

How do I feel you may ask? I don’t think any one word could fully encapsulate the way I feel. I’ve reached a powerful level of freedom that young Ky Ky only dreamed could be possible. I no longer allow society, culture, family, friends or religion to define me. I no longer value other people’s experiences over my own. I no longer place other people’s opinions over my own. I no longer conform to get people to like me. I am who I am and if people don’t like that, there’s no problem. I have no worries that they will be able to find the door and find someone they do appreciate as would I do the same.  I see the world that I interact with around me as a reflection of my inner state. Where I live, my career, my friends, and so forth are all constantly reflecting how I am within. I no longer take people projecting negative emotions as personal attacks. I understand it stems from a place that needs to be healed and so I’m able to have love and compassion for them rather than judgement and defe

So what am I to do?  Follow my heart even if it leads me away from all that I once knew?  Trust my gut that I’m doing what I’m supposed to do?  To say I don’t know used to be a fear. Now it means I’ve made peace with the unknown. Harmony has re-entered my life. Instead of swimming against the current, I am floating on my back gently down the river.  Not focused on the past or the future but on the here and right now.  Constantly living on the edge of the unknown, and making the unknown my good friend. No fear, no worry, just complete and total acceptance for what is right now. So my heart sings in tune with the melody of now. The choices I make are no longer in terms of  duality but of reality.  Not in terms of this is the right choice, this is the wrong choice. But in terms of awareness, of completeness.  I now follow what melody makes my heart sing. What enlivens the bones and resurrects my being.  So that is why I follow my heart. My heart is in tune with the melody of Now. And Now

You’ve been conditioned your whole life by your family, society, culture, and religion to not trust your own experience over the experience of others. You are told to put faith in other people’s experience over your own, as if their experience is more important than yours because it was first oral history, then documented in a book, 3,000 years ago. But see that’s the irony. These people are just like you! You are just like them! They have experiences with God and you also have experiences with God. The only difference is their experience became part of a religion and yours became tossed to the side assuming it would cause division. But what would happen if you put your experience above all other people’s experiences? If you followed your heart? If you trusted God that He will lead you according to love?  Do you really need to read Moses’ story 500 times to learn a lesson that you can barely relate to because you weren’t even there and the written account only scratches the surface of

Synchronicities like 111, 222, etc are a reflection that you’re on the right track through the outer world reflecting alignment of your inner world, and being aware of numbers that are in alignment or numbers outside of you that are never in alignment helps you to reflect your current state.

Sometimes you’re intrigued by someone... Not in a sexually attracted way, but in a “I feel like we’ve met before. I feel like our souls know each other. Even though we literally just met, I just can’t help but have a feeling this isn’t the first time I’ve been in your presence.” It sounds strange, but there seems to be a pull or an attractive force deeper than any type of relationship. Almost as if our meeting was designed to happen. Almost like it was planned before we experienced it. Almost as if this was both of our goals, before we chose to forget. Now I’m standing in front of you, looking into the eyes of a supposed stranger and all I feel is home. A stranger that I feel a strangely undeniable connection, even though we apparently just met. And you’re telling me that isn’t sus?

I think a lot of things Christians have to come to terms with the potentiality of cognitive dissonance in regards to doctrinal beliefs. We’re taught at a young age by many that questioning anything in Christianity is equal to doubt and so it’s looked down on and you can be “guilty” so we shy away from it. So questioning if patriarchy is from God is a big deal for certain Christians, depending on what denomination they go to, and many will actually see this and shut down their critical thinking skills if it threatens the beliefs of their particular denomination.  However, questioning everything is a very healthy part of life. You should constantly be questioning the conditionings you’ve assimilated from your family, friends, culture, society, religion and recognize what is you and what is your belief in something else. This is how you break free from debilitating and restrictive ideas and come to realize how you are more than any conditioned belief.

Do you know how sweet the world is? How beautiful the hills are? Trees have become some of my favorite teachers. Every time I sit to meditate, they’re never too quick or late to send unconditional love to my soul.  The peace, the stillness, the power in their quietness is all so deeply felt. When you tap into the present moment you realize the  deep oneness you share. They don’t force, they don’t resist, they simply be. If someone were to cut them, they let them cut them. They accept their fate even if it means the death of their state.  They are so very alive, and actually communicate to other trees to help them from invasive species. They are caring and supportive of the birds in the air and the spiders that come to create a lair. They don’t turn anything or anyone away, they simply accept all and share their love unconditionally. I love trees. They are so filled with such deep empathy.

Being something who you are is different than having something. You are energy, you don’t have energy.  Trust who you are not what you have. You are more than your body. You have a body. You have a brain. You are energy.  You awakening is you merely forgetting what you are not.