Entry 38 - Lesson: Wait For This Person

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It's crazy how some people can make you feel like stale pudding that's been in the back of the fridge for a couple of weeks, but then there exists a soul out there who can have such an impact on your life that it's as if they flipped your whole world upside down and dipped it in deliciously rich dark chocolate.

You go your whole life meeting new people, hanging with older friends, hanging out with family, going through the motions, and then one day, an interaction with this special person hits your existence like a pile of bricks. You realize something is different about this person, more than anyone you've ever experienced before in your whole life. You can't put your finger on it, nonetheless something about this person is different. For some odd reason, even though they know nothing about you, they completely understand you in every way, and they love every part of you in the deepest way possible with no explanation, no reason, just because. Their presence, their laugh, their everything seems almost symbiotic with who you are.

There's no resistance, just complete acceptance. As much as they care for you, you also have a deep care and desire to help them blossom into who God made them to be. You can't explain it either, it's just because. It's like how energy flows. You might not fully understand why, but nonetheless you know it's flowing because you can feel it. That's how deep this relationship is. Nothing on this Earth can truly begin to describe the depth and meaning and life changing outcomes this relationship creates.

This type of relationship, friendship, soulmateship, whatever you want to call it, is one of the secret mysteries of the universe. A bond beyond bonds. A relationship wrapped in eternity. When you find such a person like this, wait for them.

It's beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's beyond your wildest comprehension. It's a connection that people can only dream about, and it's so real, so alive, so unexplainable. It has the power to move you in ways you didn't think possible. To challenge you in ways you wouldn't even think of and grow you in the best ways possible. Wait for this person. I promise they're worth it.

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