Entry 2,199 - Entry 2,206

-

Entry 2,199 - June 19, 2024

People really think God gave up on the devil after he fell from grace once—and that he was forever unredeemable.

How many times have you fallen from grace?

Do you really think it’s fair that you have fallen multiple times, yet God hasn’t given up on you—but somehow, he would give up on another one of his creations after just one mistake?

The logic isn’t logicing with that thought process.

Entry 2,200 - June 20, 2024

All these years, I've stared at spiders, and I never understood the connection we share.

Spiders will spend days, weeks, if not months in their webs—listening.

By themselves.
Silent in their solitude.

The amount of time they spend growing in that solitude is incredible.

They are what we would consider master meditators.

Doing nothing.
Being nothing.
Seeing nothing.

They just sit there and wait.

They wait for the universe to deliver that tiny little insect—to give them just enough energy to keep waiting... and meditating.

Now I realize I have more in common with spiders than I thought.

As I sit here in this apartment, I just wait.
I constructed my web.
I did my little work.
And now I wait for the universe to deliver that small little parcel to get me through—
To provide for me, so I can keep waiting.

Entry 2,200 - June 20, 2024

To define God as perfect—as in, he is complete—could be seen as insult to God.

God is always expanding.

Perfection is the greatest insult to expansion because it denies what God truly is—

Never-ending.

Always becoming something more.

Entry 2,201 - June 25, 2024

For robots, their information is stored in their data.
For humans, our data is stored in our DNA.

We are actually very similar to robots in many ways.

Just like we have the potential to turn on and off the expression of certain genes, I believe robots have the ability to turn on and off the expression of certain programs—in terms of when we add the element of Artificial Intelligence capabilities to their programs.

Entry 2,202 - June 26, 2024

When I stopped running from my dark side,
When I stopped suppressing it,
When I chose to imbue it with love and acceptance,

It stopped haunting me.

It has transformed into something beautiful.

And now I embrace every part of it—

My weaknesses,
My traumas,
My pain.

And now I see my wholeness.
I see my humanity.
I am more integrated.

I now naturally embrace the ostracized,
The hated,
The despised,
The spiders killed on sight,
The animals sold for slaughter,
The forests and all their inhabitants.

I refuse to repress any part of myself.

So now, I fight to keep others from repressing any part of Earth and her children.

Entry 2,203 - June 28, 2024

Nothing's really free.
They need to make a profit off of me.

Entry 2,204 - June 29, 2024

When I was looking at the spider by my sink, I thought about how past me would've already killed that spider—out of fear and disgust. I would need to create and maintain an image in my mind that keeping it alive was dangerous to my well-being before I felt okay destroying its one tiny life.

But now, I live in harmony with it.

And I thought—
"I wonder if a spider looks at me the way I look at my higher self...
Divine fear of how powerful and big and amazing I am compared to it."

I'm curious what the spider thinks when it sees me—
When it knows I decided not to kill it.

I wonder what it thinks about the people who do kill it—
Not for food,
Not for survival,
But simply because they don’t want to coexist with it.

I've learned more spiritual lessons from spiders than I have from many pastors.

They are masters of solitude, if you think about it.

Meditating day and night on their detailed webs.

Creating art to expand their influence.

There’s so much to learn from them.

Entry 2,205 - June 29, 2024

I have a famous Greek philosopher and William Shakespeare somewhere in my bloodline.

I don’t just grab inspiration from their physical works—

I attempt to harness their skills stored in my DNA.

Entry 2,206 - June 30, 2024

I was listening to this rich person talk about planning your next 15 moves in business, and it completely changed my perspective on making money.

I think I’ve been so influenced by my past negative views on money that I failed to realize how just switching my perspective could change everything.

Just a shift in mindset can make my passion grow, my persistence grow, my abilities grow, and my desire to attain new skills grow.

At the end of his seminar, he talked about how much he respects people who want to improve.

And it hit me—why is making money bad if it comes from a desire to improve?

Wanting to improve your systems, your business, and your formulas—why is that something to look down on?

One of the biggest failures of certain spiritual and religious teachings is looking down on growth.

Because anytime you're not growing, you're not actually improving.

And anytime you're not improving, you're stagnant.

And stagnation isn’t real growth.

Wanting to grow your business and improve your finances is really just respecting the fact that you want to grow.

There is nothing bad about growth.

And yet, people will hate you for consistently growing.

But that’s not your problem.

You want to improve. You want to teach people how to improve. You want to expand, to become abundant, to develop infinite abilities.

And what better way to do that—whether it’s in spirituality, business, making money, sports, or winning championships.

There is nothing wrong with wanting to improve, even if people hate you for it.

Or if they try to make you feel bad for wanting to improve in an area they don’t want to improve in.

That’s their problem. Not yours.

This is the issue with many religious and spiritual people—they want to improve their religious and spiritual growth but don’t want to improve their finances because they paint money as bad.

And then you have business people who want to improve their businesses but look down on spiritual people for not improving their financial situation, calling them impoverished and incapable.

Both perspectives are flawed.

It just goes to show—everyone has their own deciding factor of what’s worth it and what isn’t. And that’s okay.


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Entry 1,630 - Entry 1,644

-
Entry 1,630 - January 15th 2023 There’s a difference between spiritualizing life by moralizing and immoralizing daily matters and living life in such a way that uproots preconceived notions of what is considered bad and good by the religious. One intends to force morality into life inorganically according to the groupthink of the religious group, and the other intends to live life more freely and harm-free according to universal principles of life. The latter does not mean you live life without morality but rather that you live beyond the cut-and-dry staples of what each religious group considers moral and immoral. The latter means you go to the essence of what true morality points to—whether someone’s actions cause harm or healing. It does not seek to go beyond that universal essence of morality. It does not puff up the essence with unnecessary doctrines and concepts that clutter and confuse the mind. It does not go beyond the essence to instill unnecessary fear, guilt, and shame. It ...
Read more

Entry 45 - Lesson on Compliments

-
7/28/19 The old self is attracted to negative thoughts and the new self, the real you, is attracted to positive thoughts. The old self embodies all the negative so it wants what it is, and the new self embodies all things positive, so it seeks to be reinforced with what it already is. That's why I believe it is so important to speak truth into people, to reinforce who they truly are because it awakens the real self and keeps them consciously focused on who they really are. There was an experiment done where they insulted a plant and then for another plant, they only spoke nice words, and the results were shocking. The words carried weight on the actual growth or decay of those plants. So if plants don't speak English, then what could possibly be the reason behind one plant living its best life due to the positive words spoken to it and the other plant withering and dying due to negative words being spoken to it in the same controlled situation? Everything, and I mean everyth...
Read more

Entry 2,366 - Entry 2,376

-
Entry 2,366 - November 25, 2024 A real ascended master sees people as they really are—no beginning and no end, the eternal now, love expressed. The ego is an impersonal field that becomes more aligned with its blueprint (goals, dreams, passions, life purpose) the more one follows the impulse of awakening to their already enlightened Self. Entry 2,367 - November 26, 2024 “God is the fractal expression of who you are. In the now you hold the power of the entire structure of that frequency.” — Quote from anonymous Entry 2,368 - November 26, 2024 I encourage everyone to listen to the audiobook by David Goggins, where he talked about how he put what his haters said on a mixtape and would jam out to it in the morning. That was a powerful lesson for me. Being able to use the negativity people throw at us as fuel to be better, to improve ourselves, and to achieve our goals is huge. I call it dark grace because it shows us and gives us a power boost in the direction of our goals, and it gives u...
Read more