Entry 275 - Aware vs Unaware

6/23/20

If you see yourself as better than others, separate from others, more elite than others, then you are unaware, and if you don’t think you are any of these things, but then you are in a religion that does think like this, and you submit and put your identity within that religion, then you are still unaware. Also, you're maybe even a little confused because even though you say you aren’t like that, you are submitted to a religion that embodies those ideals. 

In this state of mind, you were devoted to the forms because you thought through them there was at least a small ounce of security, protection, or healing it would provide. You looked to others to give you what you already had. You look to your religious leaders to tell you what you already knew. You looked to your family and other groups to define who you are instead of going deep within and discovering that for yourself.  

You were taught to be dependent not solely on God, but on society, on the healthcare system, on your pastor, on your family, on your church, and this codependency caused you to become unaware of your own deep connection with God that already offers all the security, protection, and healing you could ever need. You saw yourself in need and constantly relied on others to supply you rather than going directly to God for that supply. However, when you break free from this cyclical codependency and a state of mind built on lack, you can still meet with a community of any sort, but it just means now when you meet, you come from a place of abundance rather than from a place of lack. You are no longer codependent on others and on God, but solely on God. 

So this is why I encourage you all to move as deep into your own programming (religion, culture, traditions, family patterns) then to move deep into other people’s programming, and then to transcend all these known forms and fully embrace the unknown. If you do this, you will not only free yourself from codependency and a lacking mindset, but you will also experience a significant burst in critical thinking skills. Your brain will create lasting connections and patterns, and you will expand your intelligence exponentially by learning more.

By doing this, you will find the deeper you go within to understand who you are, your relationship with God and others, the deeper you go to understand all the divisions and separations you submit, why you believe into them, how they operate on you, how you react to them, your perspective on that which is outside of you, how much authority you abdicate to that which is outside of you, the more you will break free from the conditioning that once governed every aspect of your life. 

To be free is to be so aware that you are able to reprogram yourself in a way that you does not serve the forms, but rather where the forms serve you. By becoming aware, you are no longer a victim to life and see everything as unpredictable, but you instead assume the role as co-creator in your personal reality and take full responsibility for your life. This is when huge life changes happen. This is when life starts to make sense. 

This is when you stop seeing life as random effects but start making the causes that govern the effects. Through awareness, you are no longer a repeat of your past, but a steadily evolving human being actively creating your future. Not only that, but your fresh awareness, outlook on life, optimism, growth, independence and abundance will inspire so many around you to one day do the same. Don't take this journey lightly, because in the end, you decide your fate. But at the same time, take it so lightly that you never forget that you came to play in form for your own enjoyment. Most importantly, don't forget you are a living representation of that paradox.