Thought Dump Part 14 - Cloning Feelings / God is Energy / Transitioning MtF Deconstructs Many Ideas
Part of the process of releasing religious trauma from the body is talking about it. Talking about why it was traumatic, why it should no longer live in your body, why you should no longer identify with that particular toxic doctrine, etc.--
If culture, in the Bible, influenced the meaning of marriage which constantly was changing based on the wants and needs of the people, so why on earth are we really going to consistently moralize marriage and demonize those who don't fit our morality around it?
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I’m going to show you a pattern:
Abraham spoke to God and was said to start Judaism.
Paul of Tarsus saw Jesus and was said to start Christianity.
Muhammed saw an Angel and was said to start Islam.
Joseph Smith saw and Angel and was said to start Mormonism.
Do you see how a religion came about through one man’s vision? Then do you see how they all claimed that the source of their faith and the author of their particular religion was God? Do you also notice how not one woman was a founder of any of these major religions and how these religions all ended up becoming patriarchal and powerful to the point where they entered wars against other nations and religions? Ironic isn’t it? How apparently God is only a He, God has exclusive religions that each say you will get closer if you follow our religion over other ones, God creates religions that morph into patriarchal and unequal, and God writes laws that protect men more than women?
If you don’t believe that, just take a list of all the laws in all of these major religions and try to see if there is an equal amount of protection for man as there is for woman (Hint: There’s not, I already checked). If there’s not, do you really believe the Creator of the Universe is truly the author of each of these religions which claim that their religion brings you closer to God rather than the other religions and when we cannot verify any of their claims that it is truly from the Creator of the universe?
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If God is in all, with all, through all, (Ephesians 4:6, Colossians 3:11) then you should be able to find these answers directly through God by going within. Do you need the Bible or Christianity to tell you when you have a direct connection to God? To me, it is so much more fun to explore and discover the answers on my own rather than have religion bottle feed it to me.
Maybe when I was kid it was fun to have others do the work for me and for me to just believe them, but now as an adult, I enjoy actively researching, exploring, challenging and questioning these beliefs that other adults try so hard to indoctrinate us.
One requires courage to explore, make mistakes, grow from your mistakes and expand beyond limitations set by systems of power, the other requires your attention, submission, obedience, being confined within the limits of their belief system and a high chair.
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May 29th 2021
When Jim Carrey said nothing has meaning, what I believe he meant was that we create meaning out of seemingly "nothing." That’s how powerful we are. We take something which was not and we make it into something. Then the funny part is we endow an object, idea, or belief with power and say that at a certain space and time, believing or not believing in an idea has the ability to determine our eternal destiny becomes somehow a "rational belief" amongst many people because they believe it's rational. The reality is we create our lives, we create our beliefs, and we choose it all because that's who we are; creators. Nothing could come into your field of awareness if it did not have a valuable message for you. So what is life telling you through your external and internal environment?
--
Either you have always existed or you never truly existed in the first place. Either you are only the temporary form or you are the energy behind the form. If you are only the form, then your form will dissolve and you will dissolve with it. However if you are the energy behind the form, then that means that you have an infinite eternal component about who you truly are and you have always existed because that is the properties of energy it was neither created nor destroyed.
--
I noticed that a lot of people who watch ghost stories and who believe in demons, in a devil and all that crap are scared in there day to day life over things that people are normally not afraid of and that’s why you shouldn’t believe in that shit cause it screws up your day haha. If you’re always afraid when someone just walks in and you scream, then dang, that is really going to cause a lot of cortisol to pump in your blood for some time.
--
If there is every a proper disclosure of proof that other life forms exist such as "alien entities" besides us, then I think this is going to really shake up a lot of Christians who believe we are the only ones in the universe. Then with other Christians there will be mixed reactions. For many, that news does not fit within the stories of Christianity and so there will be people who will not be able to understand information because it does not fit within their beliefs system.
There will be other people who will no longer trust Christianity as much because they realize that their religious texts don’t even cover most of the universe, so they start to see that it’s really just stories that we’ve created in order to make sense of our current experiences. Then there will be Christians who will explore, be curious, extend, go beyond the limitations of their religion and find out the truth. They will find out how we exist in this huge amazing omniverse that is teeming with diverse life, diverse belief systems, diverse religions, myths, stories and more and their current understanding of all of those topics will naturally be expanded.
--
Just like we shouldn’t have men writing laws about the bodies of women forcing them to do what they want with their bodies rather than what women want with their bodies, we shouldn’t have non-technical people writing in laws about technology that they don’t understand. We shouldn’t have non-trans people writing in laws about trans people because simply they don’t understand. If anything, they should consult the doctors who have spent countless years studying gender incongruence rather than your salty, bald politician who was caught with three accounts of sexual assault and his excuse is "but her dressing like that made me assault her!" It’s just basic common sense to have people who know what they’re talking about to be writing the laws.
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People who write songs put their heart into it and therefore clone their feelings to others. What I mean by cloned feelings is when someone listens to the tune, they tune into the frequency and it brings out those feelings within other people through their own personal experiences. But what if you haven’t had an experience that someone writes about? What do you think about? Doesn’t that make sense why religions are able to utilize music in order to control? They create a song that clones a feeling about a religious system and then they tie God to that religious system in order to control you and say it's God controlling your life when you "submit to his will". Religions will desperately shift blame, shift control, shift interpretations of the Bible and throw them all on God.
--
So the Jews were not monotheistic but in my opinon and many others a monolatry religion which means that they worshipped only one God but they considered other gods to have existed which is obvious by their scripture. If they didn’t believe that other gods existed, they wouldn’t refer to them as gods. They wouldn’t even recognize that they would exist similar to how the Jews don’t talk about the devil because they don’t believe he exists.
For example from potentially a Christian’s perspective, they believe that Hindus are polytheistic however that’s a very generalized statement. Yes there might be a lot of Indians are Hindus who are polytheistic, but there are also a lot of Hindus who are like the Jews and believe in monolatry. Then there are Hindus who believe in emanations of God, but that there’s still only one God and that’s a belief found also within the Kabbalah that there is one major Creator but different emanations. Once you start to research all of this, you start to see the similarities and then people demonizing for differences that don't truly exist.
--
If God is not energy, then what is energy?
If energy can be neither created nor destroyed and always was but energy is not the Creator of the Universe, then that would mean two God-like things existed before the omniverse came into being. Then that would mean we live in a dualistic world with two emanations of infinite consciousness, one expressed as energy and another one that no one knows exactly what it is but they label it as God.
According to science, energy is invisible. Is not God considered invisible?
According to science, energy can be neither created nor destroyed. Is not the Creator considered to be neither created nor destroyed?
According to science, energy can be transferred. Has not the Creator in religious texts transferred it’s spirit to others.
*From time to time I use He in reference to God out of conditioned habit from Christianity viewing God as male, but I think a better way to express God is using "it" or "All That Is" for God.*
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May 29th
If light contains information, then what if data (memory) is stored in light similar to how data (memory) is stored in the RAM of a computer?
Then what if the sun is where data (memory) is stored and that’s why we can’t stare at it
for too long because us remembering everything would break the illusion we wanted to play in? 👁👄👁
--
Whatever you think I am, I am to you.
Whatever I think you are, you are to me.
Not based off of who you are, but based off of who I think you are and who you think I am.
--
May 30th
I laugh at how hypocritical it is when Christians label other people's beliefs as crazy when their beliefs are just as not backed up by science and not credible to say the least except by faith. Like, Christians are calling people crazy for believing they have spirit guides but then they believe they have a guardian Angel.
They call them crazy for believing in aliens and that we aren’t the only intelligent species in the omniverse but then they go off about how demons are all over the earth causing people to go crazy by inhabiting their bodies.
According to a rational scientific and mathematical perspective, all beliefs are baseless ideas until credibly shown through science or mathematics that they logically make sense. Stop judging people for their beliefs when your beliefs are just like there’s.
--
If you are afraid to take the Covid vaccine but then you are not afraid to get Covid how are you any different than someone who is afraid to get Covid but not afraid to get the Covid vaccine? It’s the same thing just flipped with what you are afraid of! You both are still afraid! The differences is that one of you trust the government while the other one doesn’t trust the government.
One is herd-mentality to protect the more vulnerable, the other is "I don't want to get it because I need to protect my family." One is tested by actual scientists and backed up by statistics, the other one is based on the distrust of the government and the desire to preserve oneself over others.
If you are truly the creator of your own reality, then you can get the covid vaccine to protect yourself and nothing bad will happen to you because you unconsciously or consciously did not choose that probable reality to be manifested.
--
I think transitioning really deconstructs ones idea around gender as a solid permanent reality of attraction. Not necessarily for everyone, but the idea of liking someone based off of their genitalia seems a lot more superficial in regards to infinity and eternity when one sees someone beyond their gender identity and rather as an entity that is temporarily enclosed in. I’m not saying I am like this entirely or that one is more spiritual if they are like this or not, I’m just saying that it definitely has broken down my walls of superficiality around attraction based off of genitalia.
It doesn’t mean I am bisexual, it just means I have preferences but I I am not disturbed or disgusted or hating of the genitalia of other men like I used to be and that I realized I still had incredibly deep and meaningful relationships with men, even if they weren't sexual in nature. Not every relationship has to be centered around sex. Many loving relationships experience love in multiple facets.
--
May 30th
So every day people normally get the stream of thoughts on a certain level of consciousness coming into their field every single day. So for example because of my level of consciousness, I will be getting thoughts that are on that stream of consciousness that resonate with the frequency that I am on.
Based on my level of consciousness, that’s how I can tap in to these realizations because they’re higher level thoughts on higher frequencies when I am "occupying" those higher frequencies. And if you can tap into higher levels of consciousness, then there’s a higher chance of you being able to tap into thoughts that are aligned with your higher/future self.
If culture, in the Bible, influenced the meaning of marriage which constantly was changing based on the wants and needs of the people, so why on earth are we really going to consistently moralize marriage and demonize those who don't fit our morality around it?
--
I’m going to show you a pattern:
Abraham spoke to God and was said to start Judaism.
Paul of Tarsus saw Jesus and was said to start Christianity.
Muhammed saw an Angel and was said to start Islam.
Joseph Smith saw and Angel and was said to start Mormonism.
Do you see how a religion came about through one man’s vision? Then do you see how they all claimed that the source of their faith and the author of their particular religion was God? Do you also notice how not one woman was a founder of any of these major religions and how these religions all ended up becoming patriarchal and powerful to the point where they entered wars against other nations and religions? Ironic isn’t it? How apparently God is only a He, God has exclusive religions that each say you will get closer if you follow our religion over other ones, God creates religions that morph into patriarchal and unequal, and God writes laws that protect men more than women?
If you don’t believe that, just take a list of all the laws in all of these major religions and try to see if there is an equal amount of protection for man as there is for woman (Hint: There’s not, I already checked). If there’s not, do you really believe the Creator of the Universe is truly the author of each of these religions which claim that their religion brings you closer to God rather than the other religions and when we cannot verify any of their claims that it is truly from the Creator of the universe?
--
If God is in all, with all, through all, (Ephesians 4:6, Colossians 3:11) then you should be able to find these answers directly through God by going within. Do you need the Bible or Christianity to tell you when you have a direct connection to God? To me, it is so much more fun to explore and discover the answers on my own rather than have religion bottle feed it to me.
Maybe when I was kid it was fun to have others do the work for me and for me to just believe them, but now as an adult, I enjoy actively researching, exploring, challenging and questioning these beliefs that other adults try so hard to indoctrinate us.
One requires courage to explore, make mistakes, grow from your mistakes and expand beyond limitations set by systems of power, the other requires your attention, submission, obedience, being confined within the limits of their belief system and a high chair.
--
May 29th 2021
When Jim Carrey said nothing has meaning, what I believe he meant was that we create meaning out of seemingly "nothing." That’s how powerful we are. We take something which was not and we make it into something. Then the funny part is we endow an object, idea, or belief with power and say that at a certain space and time, believing or not believing in an idea has the ability to determine our eternal destiny becomes somehow a "rational belief" amongst many people because they believe it's rational. The reality is we create our lives, we create our beliefs, and we choose it all because that's who we are; creators. Nothing could come into your field of awareness if it did not have a valuable message for you. So what is life telling you through your external and internal environment?
--
Either you have always existed or you never truly existed in the first place. Either you are only the temporary form or you are the energy behind the form. If you are only the form, then your form will dissolve and you will dissolve with it. However if you are the energy behind the form, then that means that you have an infinite eternal component about who you truly are and you have always existed because that is the properties of energy it was neither created nor destroyed.
--
I noticed that a lot of people who watch ghost stories and who believe in demons, in a devil and all that crap are scared in there day to day life over things that people are normally not afraid of and that’s why you shouldn’t believe in that shit cause it screws up your day haha. If you’re always afraid when someone just walks in and you scream, then dang, that is really going to cause a lot of cortisol to pump in your blood for some time.
--
If there is every a proper disclosure of proof that other life forms exist such as "alien entities" besides us, then I think this is going to really shake up a lot of Christians who believe we are the only ones in the universe. Then with other Christians there will be mixed reactions. For many, that news does not fit within the stories of Christianity and so there will be people who will not be able to understand information because it does not fit within their beliefs system.
There will be other people who will no longer trust Christianity as much because they realize that their religious texts don’t even cover most of the universe, so they start to see that it’s really just stories that we’ve created in order to make sense of our current experiences. Then there will be Christians who will explore, be curious, extend, go beyond the limitations of their religion and find out the truth. They will find out how we exist in this huge amazing omniverse that is teeming with diverse life, diverse belief systems, diverse religions, myths, stories and more and their current understanding of all of those topics will naturally be expanded.
--
Just like we shouldn’t have men writing laws about the bodies of women forcing them to do what they want with their bodies rather than what women want with their bodies, we shouldn’t have non-technical people writing in laws about technology that they don’t understand. We shouldn’t have non-trans people writing in laws about trans people because simply they don’t understand. If anything, they should consult the doctors who have spent countless years studying gender incongruence rather than your salty, bald politician who was caught with three accounts of sexual assault and his excuse is "but her dressing like that made me assault her!" It’s just basic common sense to have people who know what they’re talking about to be writing the laws.
--
People who write songs put their heart into it and therefore clone their feelings to others. What I mean by cloned feelings is when someone listens to the tune, they tune into the frequency and it brings out those feelings within other people through their own personal experiences. But what if you haven’t had an experience that someone writes about? What do you think about? Doesn’t that make sense why religions are able to utilize music in order to control? They create a song that clones a feeling about a religious system and then they tie God to that religious system in order to control you and say it's God controlling your life when you "submit to his will". Religions will desperately shift blame, shift control, shift interpretations of the Bible and throw them all on God.
--
So the Jews were not monotheistic but in my opinon and many others a monolatry religion which means that they worshipped only one God but they considered other gods to have existed which is obvious by their scripture. If they didn’t believe that other gods existed, they wouldn’t refer to them as gods. They wouldn’t even recognize that they would exist similar to how the Jews don’t talk about the devil because they don’t believe he exists.
For example from potentially a Christian’s perspective, they believe that Hindus are polytheistic however that’s a very generalized statement. Yes there might be a lot of Indians are Hindus who are polytheistic, but there are also a lot of Hindus who are like the Jews and believe in monolatry. Then there are Hindus who believe in emanations of God, but that there’s still only one God and that’s a belief found also within the Kabbalah that there is one major Creator but different emanations. Once you start to research all of this, you start to see the similarities and then people demonizing for differences that don't truly exist.
--
If God is not energy, then what is energy?
If energy can be neither created nor destroyed and always was but energy is not the Creator of the Universe, then that would mean two God-like things existed before the omniverse came into being. Then that would mean we live in a dualistic world with two emanations of infinite consciousness, one expressed as energy and another one that no one knows exactly what it is but they label it as God.
According to science, energy is invisible. Is not God considered invisible?
According to science, energy can be neither created nor destroyed. Is not the Creator considered to be neither created nor destroyed?
According to science, energy can be transferred. Has not the Creator in religious texts transferred it’s spirit to others.
*From time to time I use He in reference to God out of conditioned habit from Christianity viewing God as male, but I think a better way to express God is using "it" or "All That Is" for God.*
--
May 29th
If light contains information, then what if data (memory) is stored in light similar to how data (memory) is stored in the RAM of a computer?
Then what if the sun is where data (memory) is stored and that’s why we can’t stare at it
for too long because us remembering everything would break the illusion we wanted to play in? 👁👄👁
--
Whatever you think I am, I am to you.
Whatever I think you are, you are to me.
Not based off of who you are, but based off of who I think you are and who you think I am.
--
May 30th
I laugh at how hypocritical it is when Christians label other people's beliefs as crazy when their beliefs are just as not backed up by science and not credible to say the least except by faith. Like, Christians are calling people crazy for believing they have spirit guides but then they believe they have a guardian Angel.
They call them crazy for believing in aliens and that we aren’t the only intelligent species in the omniverse but then they go off about how demons are all over the earth causing people to go crazy by inhabiting their bodies.
According to a rational scientific and mathematical perspective, all beliefs are baseless ideas until credibly shown through science or mathematics that they logically make sense. Stop judging people for their beliefs when your beliefs are just like there’s.
--
If you are afraid to take the Covid vaccine but then you are not afraid to get Covid how are you any different than someone who is afraid to get Covid but not afraid to get the Covid vaccine? It’s the same thing just flipped with what you are afraid of! You both are still afraid! The differences is that one of you trust the government while the other one doesn’t trust the government.
One is herd-mentality to protect the more vulnerable, the other is "I don't want to get it because I need to protect my family." One is tested by actual scientists and backed up by statistics, the other one is based on the distrust of the government and the desire to preserve oneself over others.
If you are truly the creator of your own reality, then you can get the covid vaccine to protect yourself and nothing bad will happen to you because you unconsciously or consciously did not choose that probable reality to be manifested.
--
I think transitioning really deconstructs ones idea around gender as a solid permanent reality of attraction. Not necessarily for everyone, but the idea of liking someone based off of their genitalia seems a lot more superficial in regards to infinity and eternity when one sees someone beyond their gender identity and rather as an entity that is temporarily enclosed in. I’m not saying I am like this entirely or that one is more spiritual if they are like this or not, I’m just saying that it definitely has broken down my walls of superficiality around attraction based off of genitalia.
It doesn’t mean I am bisexual, it just means I have preferences but I I am not disturbed or disgusted or hating of the genitalia of other men like I used to be and that I realized I still had incredibly deep and meaningful relationships with men, even if they weren't sexual in nature. Not every relationship has to be centered around sex. Many loving relationships experience love in multiple facets.
--
May 30th
So every day people normally get the stream of thoughts on a certain level of consciousness coming into their field every single day. So for example because of my level of consciousness, I will be getting thoughts that are on that stream of consciousness that resonate with the frequency that I am on.
Based on my level of consciousness, that’s how I can tap in to these realizations because they’re higher level thoughts on higher frequencies when I am "occupying" those higher frequencies. And if you can tap into higher levels of consciousness, then there’s a higher chance of you being able to tap into thoughts that are aligned with your higher/future self.
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