Thought Dump Part 12

Just a quick reminder with these notes I post: These notes are my raw, uncensored thoughts of what I think of everything. Sometimes you can feel my sadness. Sometimes you can feel my anger towards systems of thought that were supposed to express love but rather partook of mass genocide in the name of God.




I do not hate anyone, nor am I anti-anyone. I truly believe everyone is good inside, but that doesn't mean the actions of harm cannot be felt, cannot be talked about, cannot be shown how deeply it has hurt because when you acknowledge how you've been hurt, you can start to heal.




So please remember: I love all experiences of life. I love all people from religion, and I forgive all. This is just how I felt when I wrote what I wrote in order to release and forgive.

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So the question is if God really wants to save all of humanity he would integrate with love the root of all evil and/r he would not force people to comply to His will in order to be saved... There would be multiple roads to salvation because it wouldn't be fair to give free will with the intention to punish someone for using it in a way they don't like.

If evil is the prison in which humans are confined, then why would God hold back forgiveness for anyone? If someone eventually wills to be saved, why would his saving be conditional on time when time doesn't exist? Why would he say only people still living on earth who believed would be saved by people who are no longer on earth and want to be saved cannot be? That would be conditional salvation! That would be partial free will! Because they want to be saved and that is their free will to choose but now there free will is being denied by God's free will to punish them infinitely for finite mistakes! It literally makes no sense at all!

You’re free will is contingent on yourself not on someone else existing to be evil. The belief system in regards to Christian doctrine that makes the most sense and which is aligned with Jewish thinking is that God didn’t create the devil. We created the devil through our own actions and we have the ability to integrate this devil with love and light to turn it from death to life in our own being. Maybe the reason why God hasn’t destroyed the root of all evil is because there is no root of all evil. Maybe the reason why "God isn't doing anything about it" is because we are the creators of evil and we are also responsible for integrating "evil" through our free will.

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Let’s talk about timelines. Now if it’s true that at any given moment you have an infinite amount of probabilities to choose from, then that would also mean that you have the ability to create based off of the choice that you choose from any given probability. So does that mean your choice is always going to be the same as your neighbors choice? Will sometimes you choose based off of love and your neighbor will choose based off of fear? Or vice versa? Either way, do you have to accept the reality that someone else created for themselves or for you? The truth is, no you do not. You can either accept the reality they have created for themselves and yourself or you can choose to create another one, but you are by no means enslaved to manifest any given probability just as they are not enslaved to manifest your given probability.

So in regards to this understanding let’s talk about the Covid vaccine. There are people who will choose a reality sourced in fear, distrust, scarcity, greed and evil. That is the reality that they will choose and that is the reality they will see because people believe in what they see and they create their own reality. However, there will be other people who will have trust in the government, who will trust that the statistics are done with the most accurate data as possible, and they will create that reality of trust and love and compassion for themselves and experience a world manifesting that probable future.

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May 23rd

I realized something….

So many times we punish people for future events that never occur… And the reason why we do it is in order to keep them out of potential danger. Then there are other times where we punish people for behavior that occurred in the past.

Recently I realized most of religion’s punishment that secular people objectify to is around morality that is not shared by all people. Secular people should not have to suffer from religious people's niche morality standards that have constantly changed throughout the Bible passages.

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Whenever I feel self-conscious or scared of being “not good enough” I try to say this to myself, “How can I live today in such a way that would make my future self proud of me?” Then insight would come to help me figure out how to do that. Today when I asked myself that, I remembered it’s not about how much I know, but how much I’m willing to grow and expand beyond that which I know.

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I just realize some thing the reason why so many men are programmed to unconsciously follow in toxic masculinity is because we glorify solving problems by using force against other people in order to get what we want. People manipulate masculinity in a toxic manner to accomplish their goals. Instead of coming together with love to solve issues together, people force one side to either die or take their way which is more "righteous than the other side". One side is painted as more righteous than the other side in order to justify the murders of these people who are capable of being healed by your love if you let them.

So in order to justify the murder and atrocities done unto them, the other side must be demonized to such a point that they appear inhuman and so incredibly evil that killing them is like annihilating evil itself. This explains why there are Christian preachers who find joy and happiness in the death and suicides of LGBTQ people because they see them as unrighteous and evil that when they die, they are helping the world. Or how the Pope was able to convince the men in his church to kill the unbelievers who did not convert. By dehumanizing "their enemy" and making his men see them as pure evil and unrighteous, they felt justified in their genocide.

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May 23rd

From a completely scientific point of you Christianity is 100% irrational in every single way

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I have a theory that the reason why a majority of judgemental comments on women are from men is because they were never taught proper empathy or how to feel their emotions so they can’t properly understand how their words are inappropriate and harmful.

Toxic masculinity stops many men from exploring their empathy ,which keeps them in a perpetual state of bullying and being bullied by men who were never taught the blessed experience to feel empathy.