Exploring Life

Topics: The Power of Sexual Energy / Embracing the Unknown Entry 653 - 7/28/21 I realized that much of what I say may not make sense to people who have primarily experienced dualistic realities or have been trained by society, religion, culture, and tradition to focus on duality as the only true reality. For these people, it’s like trying to describe what pineapple yogurt tastes like to someone who has never tasted pineapple. I will still try my best, but they may only conjecture what it might taste like. Without firsthand experience, it remains just conjecture. Similarly, someone who has only been aware of duality and has not consciously experienced predominant non-dualistic unity may not be able to understand it until they experience it for themselves. How does one consciously experience non-duality? By going inward. Duality is processed through our five main senses and surrounds us, while non-duality involves inverting that process to experience the consciousness that accesses an in...

Topics: I Enjoy Uprooting Harmful Belief Systems / Taking Testosterone / Similarities & Differences of Religions  Entry 644 - May 30th I feel like my job is to uproot and expose the frailty of belief systems. To show how flimsy, temporary, and ridiculous it is to identify with something that will eventually cease to exist. I don’t want to start another religious or spiritual community based on my belief system, especially since these systems naturally contain limits. I think that would be a waste of time, constricting people. I would rather use my precious time to help liberate people from these constricting belief systems and religions. I want to show how people are more expansive than these organizations with obvious limits. I want people to be able to think for themselves and focus on reality. To focus on what they know, rather than wrapping their whole lives around a limited religious idea. Entry 645 For many people, when good things happen, they’re happy. When bad thi...

Topics: Cloning Feelings / God is Energy / Transitioning MtF Deconstructs Many Ideas Entry 627 - 7/28/21 Part of the process of releasing religious trauma from the body is talking about it: discussing why it was traumatic, why it should no longer live in your body, why you should no longer identify with that particular toxic doctrine, etc. If the culture in the Bible influenced the meaning of marriage—which constantly changed based on the wants and needs of the people—why on earth are we really going to moralize marriage consistently and demonize those who don't fit our morality around it? Entry 628 I’m going to show you a pattern: Abraham spoke to God and was said to have started Judaism. Paul of Tarsus saw Jesus and was said to have started Christianity. Muhammad saw an angel and was said to have started Islam. Joseph Smith saw an angel and was said to have started Mormonism. Do you see how a religion came about through one man’s vision? Then, do you see how they all claimed that...

Entry 624 - 7/27/21 What does it mean to honor your body? First off, what does honor even mean? It means treating your body with respect. So, I would say part of respecting your body is respecting its various cycles. When it’s tired, you try your best to find time to rest. When it’s excited and wants to move, you go on a hike or lift weights. When your body has the jiggles and wants to dance, you throw on some music and dance under the moonlight. When your stomach growls and wants food, you feed it abundant and nutritious food until it’s satisfied. When your body is feeling sexual, you allow yourself to tap into your divine oneness, your innate sexual power, and release that power for your whole body to benefit. Not honoring your body often happens when we honor other people over our bodies. We honor their expectations, what is best for them, at the expense of what is best for us. We honor what is healthy for them at the expense of what is healthy for us, which truly is not healthy for...

Entry 616 - 7/27/21 Just a quick reminder with these notes I post: These notes are my raw, uncensored thoughts on everything. Sometimes you can feel my sadness. Sometimes you can feel my anger toward systems of thought that were supposed to express love but instead partook in mass genocide in the name of God. I do not hate anyone, nor am I anti-anyone. I truly believe everyone is good inside, but that doesn't mean the actions of harm cannot be felt, cannot be talked about, cannot be shown how deeply they have hurt. Because when you acknowledge how you've been hurt, you can start to heal. So please remember: I love all experiences of life. I love all people from religion, and I forgive all. This is just how I felt when I wrote what I wrote in order to release and forgive. Entry 617 So the question is, if God really wanted to save all of humanity, he would integrate with love the root of all evil, and he would not force people to comply with His will to be saved. There would be m...

Topics: Thoughts are Streams of Info / I am a Menace to Christianity / Each God for Each Nation Entry 603 - 7/25/21 Most religion, specifically Christianity, makes you feel safe and comfortable because it often tells you what to believe, what not to believe, how to adhere to the dogmas, and so forth. They treat you like a baby in a high chair, comfortably spoon-feeding you the sermon you should digest because it's "true" and "straight from the Bible." Some do encourage you to question their interpretations of the Bible, but only within the confines of their creeds and beliefs. However, if you disagree with them, they point out Bible verses to explain why you should agree with them. Even if you have Bible verses to show why you disagree with their interpretations and continue to question their beliefs, many times, most, if not all, will still dismiss your position because they went to seminary and studied the Bible for years, and you didn't. Often, they treat...

Entry 593 - 7/20/21 Religion is, by definition: a system of beliefs held with ardor and faith. Beliefs have limits, and limits establish separation from other religions. According to the definition of what constitutes a religion: Christianity is a religion. Hinduism is a religion. Buddhism is a religion. New Ageism is a religion. Spirituality can also be seen as a religion when people establish separation from one set of beliefs from another. Religion isn’t inherently bad, nor is it inherently good. It’s a path, a journey, an experience to explore. Certain religions can be more open-minded than others, but they are still religions. Religions can help people expand or contract, show them their power, or take it away. For me, I appreciate all religions, but I am neither in nor outside of any religion. I am one with all. I am neither confined within Christianity nor outside of Christianity; I simply am. I am neither confined within Hinduism nor outside of Hinduism; I simply am. I am neith...

7/9/21 At the core of every fundamental religion that has definite boundaries and an exclusive existence is narcissism. These religions see people as an extension of themselves. If their religion has borders, then the person must have borders. If their religion has boundaries, then the person must have boundaries. Any person who expands beyond the boundaries of their religion is no longer an extension of that religion, but is now perceived as a threat to it. The narcissism that many religions use is meant to control the person and keep them within the boundaries of that religion. It uses craftily devised manipulation, cognitive dissonance, and ideas that create a victim mindset in the person, where only their religion has the answers through their “special connection to God” to free them from the guilt they created to trap them in the first place. These religions purport that other religions cannot bring the person closer to God as their religion can, which miscreates exclusivity and d...

"On the contrary," I replied, "a truly loving God would not stultify our minds. He would encourage us to think for ourselves." I then tried to show him that his belief in the divine authority of the Bible rested on nothing more than his own personal opinion, to which, of course, he was entitled. This is basic. The authority of the Bible, the church, the state, or any spiritual or political leader is derived from the individual followers and believers, since it is the believers’ judgment that such leaders and institutions speak with a greater wisdom than their own. This is, obviously, a paradox, for only the wise can recognize wisdom. Thus, Catholics criticize Protestants for following their own opinions in understanding the Bible, as distinct from the interpretations of the Church, which originally issued and authorized the Bible. But Catholics seldom realize that the authority of the Church rests, likewise, on the opinion of its individual members that the Papacy a...

7/5/21 Having a community based on the fact that you all share a common belief system is not the best community to have, and these are the reasons why: Beliefs are constantly changing. Naturally, you do not believe many aspects of life the same way you did when you were five years old. Now, imagine if everyone was expected not to change their beliefs in order to fit in, and if you no longer did, there would be some conflict. That would be an uncomfortable environment because they are expecting you to conform to everyone having the same beliefs from when they were five years old, but you have moved past your beliefs from that time. That would be extremely limiting; it would discourage exploration and expansion and encourage exclusivity and narrow-mindedness. However, if you are constantly open-minded, growing, curious, and recognize you don’t know everything, naturally you will discard limiting and non-beneficial beliefs for more beneficial and freeing beliefs. So, let’s say you have ad...

Entry 588 - Living with Gender Incongruence 7/5/21 - Gender Incongruence and the Journey to Authenticity Gender Incongruence is a medically recognized condition where someone doesn’t feel aligned with their body. There could be many reasons for this: whether someone is considered intersex at birth, having one of the other six potential sex chromosomal variations, or simply their own internal knowing that their body doesn’t align correctly with the gender they identify with in their brain. It’s very hard to express what it’s like to be transgender to someone who is not, but I’ll try my best. Outwardly, it may look like I’m “trying” to be a dude, but what you don’t see is that inwardly, I have always been that dude. Some people argue that there are masculine women and feminine men, but what they don’t understand is that for trans people, having Gender Incongruence is not about masculine or feminine energy. Ultimately, it is a diagnosable medical condition with genuine steps ...