Journal Discourses Part 65

August 12th 2022
If only religious parents spent the same amount of time studying how to be a good parent than they did within their religon’s text books, we’d have a lot more parents ready to raise children in a healthy environment.

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August 14th 2022

My failures will eventually culminate into a success in due time.

My will is so strong that no amount of failures could ever deter me from accomplishing my goals. I wouldn’t allow them to.

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I learned more in two classes for conflict resolution hosted by my university than I did attending a Christian church for 20+ years. Mainstream Christianity’s Church is where you learn about the religion. Professionals within their respective field of intelligence is where you learn team how you learn verifiable lessons pertaining to everyday situations and circumstances.

Though yes, churches can try to teach on that. However oftentimes, the learning from the religious is mixed with faith based practices and beliefs that denounce critical thinking and analyzing information objectively, which perpetuates a harmful cycle of cognitive dissonance in that person’s learning.

In my opinion, it is better to mete out any ideas, beliefs, ideologies that promote harmful cognitive dissonance in the person and to promote verifiably thought out, tested, and verified learning measures that do not create inner turmoil and allegiance to a specific religion's belief system.

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August 15th 2022

The problem with social media is that people are much more likely to have the unwarranted audacity to say hurtful and harmful things to people on the internet because they think they can get away with it. Maybe at first it seems like that, but in actuality, the universe never fails to send you the hate you send to others. It’s a law we call reciprocity and it’s always working day and night.

It’s strange how bold people can get by saying the most messed up shit to people they personally don’t know while hiding behind a pictureless account with some strange name that hides their true identity. It’s almost like “going anonymous” and harming people has become a strange trend amongst the internet prone generations.

I think in order to remove cyber bullying, we need to give people more control over what people can say what on our personal profiles. If we do not want negativity to enter our space, then the people who focus on harmful language such as “kill yourself” should have their profile fully removed from the system. No strikes, their just gone from the website for good. Cyber bullying is a form of emotional abuse and harassment and people need to be held accountable for the words whether said in physical or digital space.

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August 16th 2022

The interesting thing about the arts is that we create rules in language that can differ based on each point of view. We create standards and rules out of words that originally did not have that. We create boundaries and force people to adhere to other people's ways of approaching scenarios.

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August 17th 2022

When I want to reconnect to more of myself, I’ll blast a song with good vibes, good affirmations, and meditate on those words deeply. Then I’ll imagine my little self “Kyglo” swimming in my Bigger Self. I call this "Swimming in my essence." It’s extremely soothing.

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August 18th

Each person has their own version of base reality within their noggin as in their outer reality is painted with their personal subjective interpretation and then stored in their memory for later retrieval.

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Journal Entry from August 19th, 2022

Everyone comes with their own downfall embedded within their package of experience called “life on Earth.”

Just like no one gets out of death once one has been birthed, no one gets out of the downfalls if one has experienced a rise.

Of course the universe was lonely. Why do you think you conspired to explore an infinite amount of variations of love if you had no desire to love another?

Doesn’t love look forward to experiencing itself through another self? Is not the epitome of human experience the relationships that shape them? Is not love what we all desire deep down behind all that we think, do, and say?

Love is the foundation of desire. Those who demonize desire are still confused on what love is. Wrong desire is still a step in the right direction, for it respects the call to experience itself even if the aim is temporarily misaimed from the main way.

Technically all games within matter are side elaborate side quests that eventually lead to the main way. Matter creates limits, limits create resistance, and resistance creates resilience to find the love ever more deeper than before.

The desire to love and be loved is another experience that is just as valid as experiencing love alone. They both have their own unique lessons to pass onto us as humble teachers. Both remind us of our nature and of everyone and everything else’s nature. Both teach us lessons in fullness and emptiness, of noise and silence.

But beyond the dualities, love is just love. Perhaps from our perspective, if you were to take away the dualities, it would feel lonely. But loneliness is another valid experience just as experiencing the company of others is.

If you can find the love in the loneliness and the company of others, you are learning to appreciate the rhythm of love in all its facets. You are no longer miserable over that which you create aversion towards.

Rather you open your arms to all experiences or lack thereof, that come your way. For you become a physical form of an endearing essence that never ceases to be.

You magnetically pull the entire world into your loving embrace. The birds, the bees, the three year old geese come flocking to you like flies buzzing towards the brightest lights. You emanate such a glow within your heart that it mystifies the nature that surrounds you.

As you go about your day, you silently hum the silent song alongside nature all along. Then you’re finally in on the inward secret, that we have always been that which we seek: Love expressed so uniquely.

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August 20th 2022

Maybe my opinion of them is keeping ME in bondage of the version I made of them in my head… If that were the case, then really the way to change the world is to change one’s mindset about the world and all therein. Then one truly has no excuse to do the work of self-improvement because all things are interrelated with one's personal improvement.

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August 21st 2022

Many religious denominations steeped in dogma are scared of that which they unknowingly chase relentlessly. They demonize the very rise of energy. This creates a macro cosmic cycle of shame which stops them from feeling heaven on earth through the silence of going within.

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August 21st 2022

The limited religion made around Jesus will die and a new one will be born again.

Unfortunately, many things will continue to go wack until they are addressed head on in a way that makes everyone feel loved and seen.

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September 10th 2022

Lack of Sex Education for the youth causes extreme harm to them. Because so many religious communities separate from society do not educate their followers or provide output for sexual release that is healthy and safe, as in it doesn’t harm themselves or others, numerous religiously oppressed men go out and rape animals and their siblings.

The religion is not the ultimate blame. For at the end of the day, each person is entirely responsible for their actions. The outer environment can amplify the inner environment and vice versa, but the person still chooses regardless of what their religion has or has not taught.

Addiction to religion are further issues at hand. Having too much cake is bad for your health but having a little is fine. People who are addicted to cake are more likely to cause an imbalance in their health. Addiction to religion is another harmful imbalance in my opinion, but it goes unnoticed because religions encourage that addiction because it benefits the religion, even at the expense of the person addicted to the religion.

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The Kriyananda dude immoralizes sensual pleasures of sex in his writings which to me, is more dangerous than just letting it be as it is. Sex is a transfer of energy from one physical body to another. Technically, everything is a form of energy transfer, so why do we all of a sudden demonize it when it’s more intimate? You talking on the phone to your grandma in jail is an energy transfer. Karen yelling at the poor dwarf trying to walk her dog is an energy transfer. You and your friends all cuddled up on the sofa watching Scary Movie 3 is an energy transfer. Instead of allowing everything to be as it is, Kriyananda creates unnecessary limits of the enjoyment of sex and demonizes it, which in my opinion, helps no one.

It is not sex that should be seen as “bad”, but rather one’s relationship with sex that can cause harm or healing. It is not energy transfer which is “bad”, but rather one’s relationship to it that can cause harm or healing. The more imbalanced and addicted someone is to anything, the more likely they are to harm themselves through that relationship. That doesn’t mean just through the energy exchange in sex, but in friendships, partnerships, and within society.

The more balanced someone is with themselves, the more likely they are to exude healing properties to themselves and to others regardless of how intimate or not the energy exchange is. It’s tiring to hear the same fear-based rhetoric from religious groups demonizing sex rather than seeing it as one of many normal facets of life.

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August 22nd 2022

The times I’ve come across within religions the demonization of desire is far too many. Personally, I don’t think it’s the most beneficial belief to make “desire” synonomous with “addiction”.

Yes people can desire, but immoralizing the total action of desiring creates unnecessary tension within the self. It causes a certain unhealthy relationship with the word that is not necessary.

I personally believe desire was what propelled us into this physical reality. If we had no desire to experience love from an other self view, then why would we be here in this physical reality? Is not love the treasure we seek and the answer of who we are?

Addiction to physical sensations is a whole other ball park. Addiction is in the realm of craving and it results from a foundation of feeling unhappy or unfulfilled in oneself.

Yes someone may want something, but I’m arguing that any initial addiction comes from a place within us which is not truly part of our eternal essence.

Essentially the craving or want could be a reaction of what many call the ego, which is built to crave anything that is made from a similar temporary substance that will soon no longer exist in form.

But nonetheless, the ego’s disatisfaction with life, unhappiness; and feeling less is the root cause for any addiction to spring up.

Desire in accordance with our essence is to feel and give love in all ways possible or imaginable. It is sacred. It is unique and the ways to experience love are endless.

Desire is simply the part of us that propels us towards that which is love. It is a part of the essence of love and love is endless.

And if that is so, then any potential desire to experience illusions IS a grand illusion because our actual nature is never truly unhappy.

Our true nature does not depend on outward stimuli to give us the quality of abundance and happiness.

For in the very essence of our true nature, everything in love is available and open and one with us, and if you are one with everything, what could make you unhappy?

I hope more of us from all walks of life stop demonizing a central aspect of our nature. For desire and love go together. Separation and addiction go together.

Yes you can experience love through separation, but separation is not the cause of love. Yes you can experience desire through addiction, but desire is not the cause of addiction.

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August 23rd 2022

I feel like an ample amount of my Higher self has been integrated in my body so I feel like I'm oftentimes in communication with other peoples Higher Selves that still predominantly live on other dimensions of reality.

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Moving ahead of the illusion:

There are people who don’t use the physical reality as they expected to before incarnating. They think that by telling people it’s an illusion, it will somehow save them. However, uprooting peoples base reality as a false reality can do more harm than help if they are not ready for that information. The reason why we have a base reality that we universally agree exists and is real is so that we can have a physical experience that is “playable.”

If you’re constantly walking around rejecting reality and calling it false, you’re interposing your opinion when other people might not want to hear it or accept it. Maybe they spent most of their life not trusting base reality and you just made it worse. Or maybe they suffer from psychosis or disassociation disorders and you triggered them into another episode.

To say seeing the world as an illusion is necessary to “wake up” is ignorance. People don’t need to do anything they don’t want to nor is every belief beneficial at a particular time you consider that belief beneficial.

You have to respect that everyone experiences "enlightenment" in their own unique way, and your version might not be for everyone, and that should be okay with you. If you don’t like when people try to force you into the image they molded for you, then you shouldn’t try to do that with their personal enlightenment journey.

Now if they invite you to speak your opinion of reality, then by all means share it, but don’t force it upon them. We’ve had enough religions do that throughout the centuries already.

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A large portion of my Higher Self (6th density) feels integrated within my body while in this incarnation. Because of that, I can see things in meditation clairvoyantly and relate in ways to it that are more expansive than I have been able to do in the past.

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There’s a difference between spiritualizing life by moralizing and immoralizing daily matters and living life in such as way that uproots preconceived notions of what is considered bad and good by the religious.

One intends to force morality into life inorganically according to the group think of the religious group and the other intends to live life more freely and harm free according to universal principles of life.

The latter does not mean you live life without morality, but rather that you live beyond the cut and dry staples of what each religious group considers moral and immoral.

The latter means you go to the essence of what true morality points to, whether someone’s actions cause harm or healing. It does not seek to go beyond that universal essence of morality.

It does not puff up the essence with unnecessary doctrines and concepts that clutter and confuse the mind.

It does not go beyond the essence to instill unnecessary fear, guilt and shame.

It teaches, but within the scope of the present moment. It does not drag out punishments from past actions that require more harm. It creates a loving environment for one to learn and then it moves on.

Spiritual or religious morality that goes beyond the essence of asking, “Does this harm or does this help” creates more concepts and concepts create unnecessary limits.

The obvious essence of murder is that is hurts. It doesn’t take an intelligent mathematician to know that. Spiritualized or religious morality gives clauses and reasons why to see an immoral action as a moral action based on a mental concept or belief they believed into.

They might say, “Well God told us to kill you all because he said it’s OUR land, not yours.” And so to them, now the belief to harm has become a moral obligation in the sight of their belief. See how beliefs outside of the obvious essence of “Does this harm or does this help?” creates unnecessary confusion and pain?

In this case, it is better, as in it is less harmful, for someone to be an atheist because they are much more likely to see things as they obviously are, rather than as a devout follower of a religion who uses their mental concepts of their religion to steal, kill and destroy.

Atheists and agnostics are less prone to this sort of spiritual and religious manipulation of morality. That’s an obvious given. They are not peer pressured into submitting to the group think of religious beliefs of morality that rest on baseless facts supported by leaders within that religion because they already question the validity of each religion based on universal principles of reality.

Atheists and agnostics are much more likely to question the status quo rather than to give up universally understood morality for a religious groups idea of morality. So in short, be more like atheists and agnostics when it comes to morality. Stop believing in these religion’s puffed up, dirtied version of morality which causes people to do heinous acts of harm in the name of their religion and their God.

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