Exploring Life

Written on September 30th 2021,   Traveling is learning to balance the predictability with the unpredictability. It’s learning to balance stability with instability. It’s learning to be okay when things don’t go as planned and instead of reacting negatively to the unpredictable, learning to embrace it with love and appreciation for the growth it provides. Some days you might make your train. Other days you may miss it by a couple of seconds. There might be weeks where you meet amazing friends who become like family and change your life for the better. And at the same time, you could meet the most challenging people who have no desire to truly help you, but use you relentlessly for their own gain. Whether that’s trying to lie to the police about you to get out of them not paying because they ran out of money, or it could be a person on the street who steals all your valuables. At the end of the day, you cannot predict every challenge, or else where would be the fun in the p

 Sept 30th 2021 The belief that karma requires someone to be reincarnate because they made mistakes is in my opinion, bs because with that limited definition, technically no one will make it out because everyone makes mistakes. Mistakes are an integral part of our journey in duality. There is no perfect journey, only journeys riddled with beneficial and harmful decisions. There is no always one right way, there are multiple ways. Us labeling parts of our choices as mistakes and not mistakes is based on our current relative perspective. Not everyone will agree on what’s a mistake or what’s a sin. Also the idea that there is this morally objective way to determine reincarnation is also bogus. How ironic is it that Einstein proves that general and special relativity is the reality of our universe, but then we disagree and say morality, which has been proven to be relative throughout the centuries, is actually absolute. Karma doesn't choose for you or force you to experi

 There are a couple issues with Sabine Hossenfelder's argument that we have no free will. First, she points out how we can explain everything in the universe using differential equations and in these equations you need a beginning and that was the big bang theory. She then goes on to say since we are made of particles in the big bang, then we also can be deterministically "charted out." However here is the issue with that argument. It is focusing on the particles rather than the energy behind the particles. It is focusing on the space and time in which they exist rather than the energy that upholds it's existence beyond the changes in forms these particles go through. The big bang happened 13.8 billions of years ago and it's quite pertinently obvious that the scientific community expects a gradual micro and macro-evolution of our universe and our species. Instead according to the Big Bang Theory, it took millions, if not billions of years to create ev

March 7th 2021 Cancel culture should become correct and forgive culture. — You either play the game or the game plays you. — May 7th Even though I feel like I've thoroughly deconditioned from most of religion, there's still a lot of junk in spirituality that I'm realizing I need to purge from my system. So we're all in this together. Equally fighting to reclaim our truth from systems of invisible belief systems where so many of them are designed to turn us into their own personal truth expressions rather than to find our own. — May 10th So if Albert Einstein said that time as linear is actually an illusion and that time is all simultaneously happening right now, then wouldn't the phenomenon of deja vu where you felt like you’ve experience something but you haven't necessarily experienced it yet, is actually you tapping into the reality of that experience of the future in that present moment? Since all we have is right now, wouldn't deja vu be your ability to

 Aug 25th 2021 When I say that you are a multi dimensional entity, what I mean is that you are experiencing life in multiple dimensions. The more dimensions you are aware of will constitute a more enriched experience. Similarly, people who normally have a constricted view of dimensions tend to believe in religions or particular sects within religions that tend to only focus on limited dimensions.  However, those who expand beyond limited ideas within religions, or those within religions that also focus on expansive ideas, will have people who are more drawn towards them. Then, eventually they will outgrow the belief system of one group or of one person if they are expanding faster than the actual religion is or the person they are following. The point of a teacher should be to not to bind anyone to their beliefs, but to teach them the freedom to unbind one from all other beliefs besides what one feels called to believe in or to a place beyond the formation of temporary beli

Sept 15th One of the most damaging beliefs from certain denominations of Christianity that til this day I am still de-conditioning from is trusting myself. It might not seem like a big deal, but it’s huge. This encompasses every aspect of oneself. Trusting one’s intellect. Trusting one’s memory. Trusting one’s ideas. Trusting one’s journey. I realized that Christianity conditioned me to be dependent in multiple layers. In order to be dependent on God, I was conditioned that I needed to be dependent on Christianity. In order to be dependent on Christianity, I needed to be dependent on the Christian church. In order to be dependent on the Christian church, I needed to be dependent on the Bible. In order to be properly dependent on the Bible, I needed to be dependent on the proper interpretations of the Bible from the church. The levels of dependency were deeply embedded into one another until you couldn’t imagine God without any other aspect of Christianity. Until religion an

 -- Classical physics and how it is used can be represented by a coin that can either be heads or tails and then the quantum physics can be represented by the result of the infinite amount of possibilities of how many heads and how many tails you can have which can go on forever. Not only that, but the coin would have a heads and tails on both sides, maybe another coin with only one or the other, and then coins with other varying possibilities of choices within the spectrum of the choice at hand. So the two are represented in the following experiment as one that is discrete and measurable and the other as potentially infinite and measureless. -- At this point I’ve spent enough time studying religions to see the associations, the dissimilarities, the similarities, etc to know the bullshit within them so that I no longer continually fall into the trap of believing a certain limited idea that they teach to be true, is actually true. It's a liberating place to be in. The

  July 25th 2021 Since space and time are relative that means we live in a relative (subjective) world. -- No one told me how lonely it would be Making the change to transition fully -- Strange rebuttals to my gender identity that people have said to me: “In one year you’re going to de-transition.” I find it humorous that they think they know myself more than my own self. It isn’t a matter of choosing which gender identity I like better, it’s that my gender identity in this incarnation has always felt male, even though I was assigned female at birth. I’m not androgynous where sometimes I feel one way or another, I’ve simply felt that I should have a male body for this particular incarnation. “This age is making it a fad to transition.” I literally only know two personal friends who are transitioning out of thousands of friends and family. Plus, that statement is not statistically accurate at all. Transgender people only make up to 0.6% of the population. Just because the int