Thought Dump Part 33

 Sept 30th 2021

The belief that karma requires someone to be reincarnate because they made mistakes is in my opinion, bs because with that limited definition, technically no one will make it out because everyone makes mistakes. Mistakes are an integral part of our journey in duality. There is no perfect journey, only journeys riddled with beneficial and harmful decisions. There is no always one right way, there are multiple ways. Us labeling parts of our choices as mistakes and not mistakes is based on our current relative perspective.

Not everyone will agree on what’s a mistake or what’s a sin. Also the idea that there is this morally objective way to determine reincarnation is also bogus. How ironic is it that Einstein proves that general and special relativity is the reality of our universe, but then we disagree and say morality, which has been proven to be relative throughout the centuries, is actually absolute.

Karma doesn't choose for you or force you to experience one over another, you choose how long you want to stay and you choose how long you will go. Karma is a belief within a religion as eternal hell is a belief within another religion. You choose your lessons, your blessings, and everything in between. Call the choices you make from God or the devil, but eventually you will realize your free will was real and it was also a result of who you are.

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If you want to learn to trust yourself, then travel solo. This forces you to learn to trust yourself, even if you think you cannot.

So many religions teach us to be codependent in order to keep us coming back, but the de-conditioning process can often take longer if we aren’t forced into situations where we break free from our prior habitual reactions instigated and reinforced by religion. However, if that is what we want to experience, then we will take that longer route to understand what it is like going through that journey.

In religion from our past, they might have said, "You need to say this specific prayer in order to get out of bad decisions." Or "You need to tithe this much money to get out of purgatory." They would have their list of “musts”, however, when you break free from that mold, you also have to break free from your prior programmed ways of living in the world that they have placed upon you by your permission for them to do so.

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"When I speak of atoms and molecules having consciousness, I mean that they possess a consciousness of themselves as identities. I do not mean that they experience life in the same way as we do, but that they are aware of their own temporary separateness, and aware of the ways in which that separateness cooperates to form other organizations." - Seth Speaks

My little footnote: Atoms and molecules obviously don't have the same physical senses that we do, but that doesn't mean that they are any less than us. Just because atoms may be extremely small doesn't mean their existence is less valuable than ours. It's merely a different type of existence.

"In other terms, the world comes to know itself, to discover itself, for the Planner left room for divine surprise, and the plan was nowhere foreordained; nor is there anywhere within it anything that corresponds to your survival-of-the-fittest theories. This particular house exists. Yet you may open the door on any given day to a probable world from your immediate standpoint, and never know the difference. This happens all the time, and I mean all the time. This requires intense focus on how you are living life." - Seth Speaks

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October 1st 2021

Isn’t it interesting how many leaders within Christianity oftentimes make people feel “guilty” for critically thinking and questioning the doctrines of that belief system? I remember the time someone gave a sermon on doubting Thomas and then somehow linked asking hard questions with one’s “faith in Christ.” So people who asked hard questions were then seen as those who had “weak faith” by some rather than people who were smart for checking to make sure the doctrines they were teaching weren’t irrational and harmful to believe in.

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October 2nd

Oftentimes we don’t even realize it, but we give advice that is relative to our own personal lives.

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To truly judge someone correctly, you have to known them as they truly are and since only God is capable of that direct unveiled knowledge because God is not enveloped with illusions we have been entrapped in, your judgement will be horribly inaccurate. I speak in Christian terms to prove a point to those who judge negatively. If you want to come somewhat closer to understanding someone but again, not fully because you don't know them fully, you would choose an incarnation where you are transgender yourself (your body and brain do not match up). And before you think that is impossible, remember the Jews believed that people could come back to earth, illustrated in the Bible when many assumed Jesus was Elijah reincarnated into a new body.

Then, experiencing what it is like as a transgender person will help you release any religious and inadequate judgements about yourself and other transgender folks, if you can get to that level of acceptance, that is. Though not everyone who is a transphobe is transgender, some of the biggest transphobes in our world are those most deeply affected by their own internalized transphobia from being transgender. And instead of dealing with their internalized transphobia by getting therapy, learning about it, and accepting themselves as trans, they perpetuate hate on social media, encourage acts of harm, and go forth to spread fear in those who are living their truth or with those who also don't understand what it means to be trans and are influenced by their persuasion to judge and harm.

Transphobes who harm trans folks because of their internalized transphobia is similar to how our worst pedophiles harm others, especially children, because of their internalized homophobia. And instead of finding a normal relationship with someone of the same sex, they join churches where they can experience their sexuality in disgusting and distorted ways with children in their private churches.

So please do us a favor and accept yourself fully so that you do not project your suffering and pain on those who do not want it. And if you don't want to love and accept transgender people, perhaps in the future you will find yourself as a trans person ready to experience that which you once despised.

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October 2nd

I see so many posts about how you shouldn’t beg for things in your life to God but in actuality, so many people within Christianity are constantly begging God for things to go a certain way rather than taking responsibility to change it themselves. Prayer is most potent and powerful when you already believe you have received that which is best for you. So you don't pray to plea, but rather to thank.

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Oct 3rd

When someone says, "I believe that there is a personal God who wants to have a personal relationship with you," I say "Of course." If God is everywhere and is everything (Omnipresent, omniscient), then any relationship with anything or nothing is a relationship with God. In the Bible it says God is All In All, the Great I Am, the Beginning and the End.

So to limit God is to limit oneself. If you limit the types of relationships you can have with God, you limit your relationship with yourself. If everything is interconnected, then you with everything and nothing is a relationship to everything and nothing.

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Oct 4th

I believe there are mainly two types of paranoia and that in between lies a spectrum; which is dependent on the person relative to how they interpret the events. One form of paranoia arises due to indoctrination from religions and belief systems not grounded in science and the other paranoia comes from undealt with trauma which causes people to focus mainly on the negative outcomes rather than to have a neutral perspective of all possible outcomes.

Both require similar character traits of distrust, fear, and feelings of not being in control. Personally for me, I remember that my previous paranoia of many things such as the music industry, Hollywood, medicine, science, etc was taught by my religion, Christianity. I was taught that the world is doomed to end in a horrible way and there is nothing we can do to save it and we just have to wait until it becomes shit because that is when Jesus will come... After everything goes down the drain (pun-tastic).

Many American Protestants purport that the good ones will be raptured while the rest will have to suffer a horrible existence as God slowly destroys everyone and everything in it until they die and then they must live a horrible, forever existence being tortured by the devil. As you might see, this would definitely make someone paranoid over practically everything that is not somehow linked safely to their Christian denomination because Revelation read literally, says that the world is doomed to a horrible end. Regardless of when Jesus is said to come back, that depends on your denomination. Nonetheless, this belief that the future of the earth is doomed, ends up creating a paranoid mindset in its followers who take that religious belief seriously.

With that fear-based belief, one starts to see the music industry degrading, the movie industry degrading, science degrading. Everything is seen to go in a downward spiral because that’s what the “infallible and perfect” Bible has stated will happen (definitely not just their particular denomination's interpretation of the Bible), so that’s what these people expect. To them they believe that they have every right to be paranoid because the Bible gives them a reason why.

The other type of paranoia I believe arises from intellectual intensity ill-directed and imbalanced which is brought to the surface by undealt with trauma. Instead of considering all possible outcomes, people might hyper-focus on the negative side effects. Or they might hyper focus on the issues rather than the positive data that we have found through countless experiments and research.

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So for trans people, you don’t need top surgery, but many trans guys choose to get it. Some top surgery removes most fat but then keeps some while other surgeries remove all the fat. For me, lifting weights and working on my chest muscles while being on T has already reshaped my chest drastically, but for my own desire, I will still probably get it. There are men with bigger boobs than women, so really I think at the end of the day it’s how comfortable one is with doing what feels good for oneself.

Europe doesn’t have the issue with sexualizing women’s breasts as much as the US because women go topless all the time here. Meanwhile in the US, men have the audacity to tell a women not to breastfeed in public because he has conditioned his brain to see women’s breasts as sex objects to bust his nuts. That hopefully will change.

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Oct 5th

What I noticed is the people within spirituality that are still heavily identified with belief systems specific to spirituality or new age related religions, tend to either let go of fear-based identifications by moving beyond their limits, or they feel betrayed by their old identifications and then adopt new fear-based beliefs
that they become identified with.

For example for me, when I left "mainstream Christianity" (a religion formed out of misinterpreting Jesus' words), I embraced some of spirituality's fear-based or limiting beliefs for a while before realizing how fast I fell into another fear trap.

However over time, I simply let go of my identification to them as I did within mainstream Christianity. So now I can appreciate the good and let go of the ugly because I am not limited by any of them.

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Oct 6th

Yes, at a macro level we are all one as in we are all energy, but I think it’s counterproductive to take responsibility for other peoples lives, actions, ideas etc because "we are all one." New age spirituality tends to bind you in unnecessary ways to anyone who comes into your life as part of your responsibility, when that is just not reasonable at all. Yes it is an experience to have that person enter your life, but they are not your responsibility as you are not theirs.

If they come into our field, you are not creating their reality. You are not choosing their perspectives. You are not the one managing their bodily system. So to say they are a reflection of yourself at the microscopic level is absurd. It’s like yes at the macro evolutionary level, we share extreme similarities to apes. It doesn’t mean an ape is a human. Attaching yourself to someone else’s reality is like a weird form of colonization. You are responsible for your current microscopic individual self. They are responsible for themselves.

Yes through their free will of actions, they might teach you things, but they aren’t a reflection of everything you are. They might reflect similar behaviors, but that doesn’t mean they are a reflection of who you are in your totality. They might not reflect anything substantial that is related to who you are, and so assuming they are is creating a strange and unnecessary connection. People can argue maybe in another life that is so and I'm not saying that isn’t possible. But in this now moment, from a rational perspective…. From a microscopic level of one incarnation at a time, they are not a perfect reflection of us, nor are we for them. Each person is beautifully unique. Beautifully individual. Beautifully free to create such diverse realities. To say they aren’t and we are all just going to dissolve into nothingness because we are the same in all aspects serves no purpose and makes it seem like individual awareness is not a thing.
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What if we stopped seeing our illnesses and painful experiences as our worst “probable realities” and instead we saw them as our bravest probable realities to venture into?

Because in these hardest probabilities, we experience the most exponential and intense growth afforded in this physical reality….

The type of growth that could not be merely experienced living a mundane life with small irritations and challenges barely moving us from our positions of rest.

The type of growth that teaches us how to move mountains, to heal our bodies from the worst pain, to cleanse ourselves from the deepest trauma.

I don’t know about you, but I’d rather be taken through the worst storm to become the strongest version of myself than to walk through “candy land” with challenges barely moving me a few steps back. Maybe that’s why my time abroad has been anything but easy.

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When you embrace your multidimensional self, you don’t ever run out of time. Time runs out of you.

You’re eternal, time is temporary and relative.

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Oct 7th

I think when David Hawkins says that his book calibrates to 980 similar to how he says Hindu scripture calibrates to a high number, I don’t think necessarily that the super-consciousness of life is saying, "This point is the end all be all truth," but that truth follows multiple lines of progression and we’re constantly shifting our old beliefs for new beliefs within those lines of experience.

Similarly, we are sifting out current beliefs for new beliefs for our expansion and maybe the super-consciousness of ourselves says to us when we are on that line of progression towards a more refined and powerful us, "Yes, you’re heading in the right direction."

But once again, it’s not the end all be all truth. For example, understanding that the observer in the observed are the same as shown experimentally and verifiably in Quantum Physics is heading in a beneficial direction of understanding ourselves and everything in the universe, but it’s not the end-all. There is still more to explore within that oberservation. So much more in fact, that it is amazing.

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Certain western religions, such as Christianity, may say the sinful nature is the evil part of you.

Certain eastern religions, such as some sects within Hinduism, may say the ego is the evil part of you.

Notice an association? Many religions need to convince you that some part of you is evil so that you can give them your time, energy and commitment in “denying" and "killing" that "evil" part of you (sinful nature, ego, etc).

But Jesus taught a gospel that we were whole, are whole and will be whole. Every part of us is divine and eternal. Nothing in us, of us, or around us ever wasn’t perfect in itself (by perfect I mean eternally expansive life). It's our perspective that needs to change, and in doing so, our reality will shift with it.

In demonstrating this, Jesus not only pointed to his divine nature, but to ours as well. He used words they already knew to expand their meanings to fit a more inclusive and beneficial comprehension for their own growth such as the word "sin" or "children."

He interpreted sin as a change of mind in order to change one's reality. Not as some ugly, evil part of us that will require us to be punished for our mistakes. He reinterpreted “children” as inclusive and welcoming rather than exclusive and not open for invite.

When people called him blasphemous for saying he was the son of God, he said back to them, "Doesn’t your own scripture say ye are gods?" When he said repent of your sins, it was not in reference to mistakes, but of their idea of what sin was.

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Oct 19th

As above, so below.

Like a cake, their are layers of reality, layers of abstraction.

Just like atoms blink in and out of our universe,

Everyday your body is blinking in and out of our universe.

According to this fact about quanta, which you are completely composed of: You are dead one second and alive another.

The consistency of your experience of matter only persists because you as consciousness allow it to be so.

When you die, your body may return to unmanifest energy, but your consciousness continues to expand depending on your choice.

So why are you afraid of something you overcome every minute through your mere existence?

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October 20th

It’s hard to argue with an open-minded person because to them, you and them are both right. It’s not about the argument, but rather the perspective for them that counts.

In the USA, it could seem barbaric to eat dogs and cats, but in other countries that is completely normal.

In a small country, it could be normal to cut off someone’s arm for stealing, but in another country that would be seen as completely barbaric.

During one moment in time, it might’ve been acceptable to stone a women to death for sleeping with a man before she was married while allowing the man to live, but in another moment in time, that wouldn’t make sense to let the man off the hook because of his gender while killing someone over virginity just in general.

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Every relationship should be seen as an opportunity not an obligation.

The work of the soul To wake ourselves up. 

The work of God is To wake up everyone up. 

I truly want what you truly want.

My joy is in your freedom, not your compliance.

- Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsche

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It's like you were trying to tell me something with your eyes.
It's like you knew the word but you couldn't truly verbalize it.
It's like you knew the truth but keeping it inside was safer than sharing it.
And I knew too...
They say 90% of communication is nonverbal.
We talk all day with our bodies but when push comes to shove, we're silent with our words.
Maybe because it hurts to say it.
Maybe because once we say it there's expectations.
Maybe because when we say it, we're afraid of the unknown.
Maybe because when we say it, it'll change everything.

What about love scares us so much?
Maybe the possibility that it'll never be reciprocated the way we thought it would be.

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