Thought Dump Part 31

 Aug 25th 2021

When I say that you are a multi dimensional entity, what I mean is that you are experiencing life in multiple dimensions. The more dimensions you are aware of will constitute a more enriched experience. Similarly, people who normally have a constricted view of dimensions tend to believe in religions or particular sects within religions that tend to only focus on limited dimensions. 

However, those who expand beyond limited ideas within religions, or those within religions that also focus on expansive ideas, will have people who are more drawn towards them. Then, eventually they will outgrow the belief system of one group or of one person if they are expanding faster than the actual religion is or the person they are following.

The point of a teacher should be to not to bind anyone to their beliefs, but to teach them the freedom to unbind one from all other beliefs besides what one feels called to believe in or to a place beyond the formation of temporary belief systems.

Maybe that's within a certain community or outside of one. Regardless, it's not that they believe the community or a person's beliefs, but rather they believe what radiates within their hearts as true. They believe in the beliefs dipped richly in love or solely in the love that transcends all beliefs.

Aug 27th 2021


Similar to how our brains have become specialized in retaining a linear time frame of reality, the psyche as in the more integrated and advanced aspect of our consciousness is highly specialized in retaining and realizing all events, experiences of our fullness which can be seen within the psyche as all happening simultaneously in the now moment.

The challenge for the human brain is to move beyond any perceived limitations of time by expanding ones perception of what time means to an individual. So instead of it merely tracking the day, or helping you plan events in a consecutive order, you begin to utilize time in more expansive ways. You stop treating time as merely linear and you start seeing it as a convergence and divergence of an infinite amount of potential probabilities. You start seeing time as expansive and enterable rather than closed and set. You start seeing time as a fabric of experience that shows us more dimensions of ourselves and less as a stopwatch with only a few capabilities. Time itself serving only as a signpost to the infinite reality of our being which surpasses all limits self-imposed on us by the concept of linear time.

You start to realize time can be as expansive as we allow it to be. As long as we are willing to outgrow our old beliefs about time, we will learn so much more about ourselves by expanding beyond our previously limited concepts of it, which will help us expand beyond our limited concepts of ourselves.

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Argument

Everything in the universe, regardless of whether it is seen or unseen, is conscious with the ability to individually and freely choose it’s path of action from a sea of infinite possibilities.

The underlying reality of all events for each individual consciousness in the universe is unpredictability. This unpredictability stems from a sea of infinite probabilities and guarantees every individualized consciousness has free will.

There is no truly closed system in our universe. We may have perceived closed systems externally with our instruments and physical senses but inwardly, all things follow an open system pattern of energetic flow throughout the multiverse.

Not one individualized consciousness is “better” than another. It’s merely another experience of reality within the universe. Each experience is valid, regardless of the outward form or lack thereof. To assume one life means more because we understand their form more or can communicate more coherently with them is not an excuse to treat the rest of the individualized consciousness with disrespect and subjugation. Mankind will not only evolve positively, but will help heal and evolve the world by once again, recognizing its inherent equality with all other forms or non-forms of consciousness.

Aug 29th


New info to expand is always available to us however, it will not be forced upon us or then where is our free will to experience differing experiences?

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Aug 30th 2021

There are people who experience religion not because out of fear that they will burn in hell, but because they are curious.

Then there are others who experience religion because fear unfortunately keeps them coming back.

Why spend most your life submitting to a book that has less than .01% evidence of ANY of the events that happened and rather just live your life how you want to live it?

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Aug 31st

Transphobes might purport, “Well God made you a girl so you must be a girl” and I would say, “So you’re telling me I must give up my own free will and be something I don’t want to be nor someone I feel I am and choose a life I didn’t choose to please a God who gets to choose for me?”

Where is the free will in that? Just call me robot Ky at that point. 😂

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Aug 31st

Religion will tell you what to see. Culture will show you what you should see.

Anti-vaxx will tell you what they see. Pro-vaxx will tell you what they see but ultimately, you will see what you want to see, so focus on a positive reality, not from a place of fear, and you will find yourself in a better reality.

They say you are what you eat.

I would extend that and say: You are what you believe.

It’s no coincidence that we remember info that supports our biases and block out info that denies its validity. It takes a balanced individual to see there can be truth as well as embarrassing mistakes on both sides.

Therefore, I would argue that the best way to cultivate one’s personal reality is not from a fear based point of view, but rather from a positive and optimistic point of view.

This does not mean denying or overlooking the mistakes, but rather taking them into account, finding solutions for the incidences, and then moving forward with positive action, courage and optimism. I don't know though, I wrote this in a silly goofy mood. 🤷 (satire)

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Sept 3rd 2021

Insights for today:

It is not bad to tell something how it is.

I think within working in ourselves, we forget that we can also fall into the trap of demonizing emotions rather than allowing them to be seen, heard, felt, probed and released.

For example, if someone is being paranoid, it’s not bad to call them out on it. This allows them to learn what emotion they are feeling, why they are feeling it, to release that emotion and to grow from it.

Judging someone is different than simply telling it how it is. Saying it’s “bad” or “evil” or “wrong” to be paranoid, or other emotions that don’t fit our oftentimes moralized emotive group, is when we get in a rough. Because now we are doing what religion is doing and making people feel bad by saying their emotions are inappropriate and wrong rather than letting them feel them and release them.

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Oftentimes we experience what it’s like within our identities before knowing ourselves beyond the identities we claim for ourselves.

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Nothing wrong with having beliefs, but if they cause you to be afraid and paranoid all the time, they probably aren’t the best beliefs to invest your precious time and energy.

You’ll get to a point where you no longer wish to experience a constriction of energy, then you will move to “seemingly better beliefs” even though no beliefs truly exist beyond the realm that they are confined within.

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Sept 6th

Men who tell you they don’t understand women are actually telling you they don’t understand their own heart…
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Sometimes during my travels I think how strange it is that I have no fear when I used to be so extremely afraid. I was afraid of traveling, of heights, of people finding out I was trans and not fitting in, and even death. Not necessarily death itself, but I always had this weird, strange question of, “What if the Christian version of the afterlife is real? It even scared me that I would question the very fabrics of my most prized religion.

I was scared because if I did find something that didn’t make sense… If I did find something that was irrational, or illogical, or it could be easily disproved, that I would no longer “fit in.” I would just keep standing out. I wanted so badly to fit in that I realized through my questions and exploration, once you outgrow limits, it’s hard to be confined by them. The logical stance is once a balloon pops, the air is dispersed.

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Sept 7th

Okay here me out… people who are anxious about the future are actually already really good at weighing multiple probabilities at the same time in the present moment.

All they have to do is shift from seeing more negative probabilities to focusing on more positive probabilities, but that’s definitely a step up from not noticing other probabilities besides the one that is currently playing out towards the future.

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Sept 8th

I sense a pattern of people exploring multiple belief systems then moving beyond them.

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I feel called to write books to help people de-condition from religion, to see irrational doctrines, to become aware of cognitive dissonance used by religions to control, and manipulation tactics.

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From an eternal perspective, there is no one to blame because your eternal nature cannot be dulled by temporal events.

From the temporal perspective, the events, people, and situations are relative to the life before you were born and will continue in a linear fashion after you die.

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Sept 10th

The new age has glamorized and moralized the probable universe theory by making it seem like you either get on the train or it leaves without you and I’m here to tell you scientifically, that’s bullshit.

If the multiverse does exist and you exist in multiple universes, how could you miss out when you are experiencing multiple experiences simply through your multidimensional self which inhabits these multiple universes?

We are more than a linear succession of events and we are much more than a single universe of events and experiences.

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I’ve noticed a trend that people deeply devoted to a particular religion are much more likely to fall for fear tactics and misinformation than someone who isn’t a member of one religion because the ones within the religion have already been conditioned to distrust science whenever the religion has a face off with science because science disproves a belief upheld by their religion.

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Sept 11th

You are not bad for telling it how it is.

If being a genius is not bad nor is being an idiot, then why would it be bad for you to tell it how it is?

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Sept 13th

If Jesus really left the 99 for the 1 lost sheep, then how does it make sense that you really think Jesus is going to leave a majority in hell to burn forever while a few slither into the gates of heaven? Please tell me how that makes any sense at all.
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Honest Raw Thoughts

You ever see someone post a pic of them having the hots for a celebrity dude on their insta and you’re like girl… It’s extremely obvious that you’re as gay as it gets…

And it’s so much easier to just be honest with yourself and stop caring about what religion thinks then to repress, disassociate and then fragment yourself into bits just to fit in with your religion.

I promise God isn’t going to cook you in fire for eternity because the ladies make you wet.

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When you don’t understand yourself you make mistakes that you don’t understand, and if you don’t understand how exactly what you’re saying or doing is hurtful, then you not only hurt people, but you’re not even aware that you hurt them.

It’s a cycle of trauma perpetuating more trauma until ignorance is replaced with awareness and accountability.

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Sept 14th

“Sir we can’t have you sleeping in the gym”

Me wakes up and starts fluttering legs "Oh nah I’m just doing abs."

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Sept 15th

So I grew up in Christianity and I can say over the years, my pattern recognition is pretty good.

I think many people enter belief systems for the comfort of the boundaries each religion or belief system holds. For Christianity, that is no exception. If you believe the doctrine of that particular denomination, you’re part of the “saved” or “in group.” People enjoy the similar feelings of having the “truth” spoon fed each Sunday and every Bible study or prayer night. It’s a great pattern for dependency with children who need it, but not for adulthood.

Eventually the children should grow up and discover, explore, expand, and question everything as they move into adulthood. However the ironic part is that if they expand beyond the limits of that denomination, that’s when that child who became an adult through inquiry and exploration begins to be seen as a threat to that denomination. (That’s what happened to me multiple times)

So pretty much what I’m saying is that codependency normally exhibited by children can inhibit adults from taking responsibility, to explore beyond the limits, and many get into a perpetual reaction chain of blaming and criticizing everyone but themselves. “Satan did this to me.” “Demons made me do it.” “My sinful nature made me do it.” “God didn’t allow it so I can’t do it.”

They are oftentimes conditioned to believe more than usual, everyone is responsible more so than the person pointing fingers, which explains why Christianity has such a bad rep for having judgmental people. (Judgmental as in people who are much more likely to negatively judge anyone who does not comply to their version of morality from their specific denomination of Christianity.)