Exploring Life

Entry 1,675 - February 12th 2023 The problem with Christianity is that it doesn’t teach people to embrace and love their shadows. It teaches them to resist and hate them. They aren’t taught by their religion that what you resist is what persists, so they go around the world with so many shadows and so much dissociation that they can’t function how they want to. They function how their ego wants to. Entry 1,676 I challenge everything, but I’m finding out that can scare many people who prefer to follow the status quo, because when I followed the status quo, it scared me. I challenge society. I challenge religion. I challenge family traditions. I challenge the educational system. I challenge systems of power. I challenge my own belief systems and those around me. Even though it is oftentimes uncomfortable to do so, I know it’s beneficial. Following blindly without questioning is the quickest way to fall into a pit and stay in it. Questioning and finding solutions to problems in every area...

Entry 1,656 - February 5th 2023 The reason why nothing means anything until we give it meaning is this: In order for something to mean something, you need something else that doesn’t mean anything. In the act of splitting those two apart or existing separately, it creates duality. If all that existed before everything was love, then there is no meaning—just love. That’s why love doesn’t mean something, because assigning meaning would create duality. Love just is. To say it means something is to imply duality because, in order for something to mean something, something else must contrast it. Love is before what means or doesn’t mean anything. That which is precedes labels, definitions, dualities, and physical reality. It is the eternal—that which encapsulates and goes beyond. Love is the limitless infinite, the One that will never fail to be what it is. Entry 1,657 I thought I was asexual, but then I realized I only want the baddest bitch that exists. Entry 1,658 - February 6th Many Chr...